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♥ A Moment To Remember ♥




Feb 26, 2010
at 9:14 PM

Virus invasion
causing extreme fatigue-ness & soreness
Doctor advises me to rest for two days...
-
Love's @ his colleague's plc for some kinda CNY gathering
As long as he stay sober, i am fne with it...
1 more month to our anniversary <April>
Time flies
*have been keeping a lookout for the latest update on BTO*
*opening OUR joint account in another months' time* 
Love's resuming his all-time favourite pastime, FISHING =)
-
Due to the upcoming "Beauty Asia 2010" exhibition
we have to work extra hard (even on sat & sun)
and reluctantly accept the fact that salary payment date would be delayed...
I need $*shingz*$
-
Angelina from Sookee Group called me to arrange a date for 2nd interview...
what's now?!
Obviously joining Sookee, a better career prospect can be forseen...
But my current boss is like so super duper nice la...
*Guiltiness*
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p/s: pardon me for this super random post...suffering from "writer's block"



With Love,
Regina



Feb 15, 2010
at 9:31 AM

Tears streaming down my face
Yes...those are all empty promises...
It's my fault for believing you...
All those wonderful plans we had for the 2nd day of CNY were destroyed mercilesslyby you...
-
On Valentines' day,
You said you were busy visiting your relatives' home til late
(ya...that's tiring...i agree)
Trying to be an extremely understanding girlfriend of your i had chosen to accept the "reason" you provided to excuse yourself...
But unexpectedly...you went over to your friend's house for gambling session after a busy day of house visiting....
Do you know what is running through my mind this moment?
You WOULD RATHER meet your friends than me on a SPECIAL occasion like this?
-
utter DISAPPOINTMENT
you left me speechless...
-
I tried hard not to be over-sensitive over this matter...
I even tried to find a valid excuse for you to convince myself...
(it's RB's birthday, as a best friend you should celebrate it with him...)
But...i m your girlfriend and it's valentines' day...where are you?
welll...that hurts...
Avoiding creating a big hoo-ha out of it and spoil your day, i keep mum about my feelings and i admired myself for saying this to you "enjoy your night my love,hope to see you tml"...
-
You didn't even bothered to reply me...
(it's normal...cause you had never bothered to response to my msges)
I decided to ring you up to ask about the plan for the 2nd day of CNY...
yes...'m glad that you answered my call...
and i heard female voices...
I asked about it...
"friends" is stated in your reponse and your tone of voice tells me that i m an irritant to you
I swollow that pain once again...and console myself...
asking myself not to think so much...
anyway you had promise me stay sober, go home about 6am, wake up at 9am and get our "plan for the day" going on....
well...then...just have a good night sleep and i would able to see you tmorrow...
-
At about 2am++,
didn't really fall into deep sleep and was awaken by the ringing of my message tone...
Is it you?
No...it was my ex...he was drunk and send some nonsensical messages to me...
(we broke off for years...he was just reminiscing on past love...)
the clear-cut "make-thing-clear-to-him" message was send wrongly to you...
and you suspected me of having a scandalous affair...
how could this ever be possible?
24/7 with you, the percentage of me being scandalous was far way below...
I hurried an explanation to prevent further misunderstandings...
-
send you another message @ 6am
to check if you are home
no response either...
-
Morning call at 8.30am...
no response...
Dialed your house number, mummy says you haven't been home from last night til now...
I went panicked
Asked mummy for RB's number but she initiated to call instead...
No choice but to agree with it...
Mummy call back minutes later, saying that you are dead drunk and told me not to wake you up...
I was devastated...
-
I found myself drowning in my own tears...
Unstoppable
I called you umpteen times, hoping that you would answer...
but you didn't...
Overwhelmed by sadness, disappointment, and that kind of indescribable pain
It was unbearable...
A sudden implusive thought came along
would it be happier to be your friend than your girlfriend?
cause what you have done set a thought in me that friends stand at priority...
-
Suddenly, my phone rang...
saw your name appearing on it, i answered immediately...
Yes, that drunkard voice...(seriously, i detest it to the core...)
asking me to go over your place to be your alarm clock...
If i've got nothing on, i willingly would...
but please spare a thought for me, i still have plans to fulfil...
(i have to go my grandma's place, even it's without you)
-
Questioning thoughts overwhelmed my mind
Send you several messages asking you,
" was it an awful trick you played on me to make me leave you for good"
"did you ever love me before?and or even now?"
*Once again, all left Unanswered*
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Checked with mummy, you fell asleep @ abt 10am
(you to skipped my relatives' visiting session, How nice?!)
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Was at my grandma's place and everybody keep asking about you and ask about how did i actually spend my Valentines' day...
Holding back my tears while racking my brain to come up with a bunch of stupid excuses to avoid ruining that wonderful image you had in them...
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What you have left in me was a painfully unforgettable Valentines' and CNY...
Thanks for this very "wonderful gift"
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p/s: i wonder why i didn't choose to leave you in the end...
Love, indeed, causes blindness...
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The ONE and ONLY last chance that i would ever give you...
please cherish it, if you love me...


With Love,
Regina



Feb 12, 2010
at 11:06 AM

Ang Pows, Ang Pows & more Ang Pows...
(The only one thing that makes me look forward to CNY)

Boss saving me from the very critical "financial crisis" before the arrival of CNY
All thanks to his Ang Pow-ss...
Yes...not 1 but 2!!
this his how he catergorise the two Ang Pows
($50-传统,  $28-收工)
it leads me to an assumption that i will be receiving a "开工Ang Pow" too
(Fat hopes !! LOL)

Anyway,
11/02/2010 (thursday) was a half day for us, the employees...
Boss was in a good mood
and made the sudden annoucement...
Initially, it was a full working day...
we will be resuming be to work on the 22/02/10 (mon)
I have been working for almost coming to half a dozen years
and definitely it's the very first time for me to receive 2 Ang Pows from a boss
and had this super long one week CNY break...
See...my boss is so nice, isn't he?
*Appreciate*
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11/02/2010(thursday)
knock off @ 2.30pm
decided to brew white fungus longan drink for my love
he have been rather "heaty",
getting 6 irritating ulcers in his mouth
and popping out of "unwelcome visitors"...
he pressume the cause of it would definitely be the reduction of his drinking session...
(beer - 凉)
which i wouldn't agree to it, of coz...
I would rather him get "drunk" from drinking my home-made herbal tea...

white fungus longan with rock honey, good for skin too =)

While waiting for me to prep, he went quietly to my cosy....
i knew he was up to no good...
so i creeped up and saw....
SURPRISED!!
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12/02/2010(friday)
The official CNY break day 1
8.10am
he dropped me off at punggol plaza before going to work
did a "one hour wet market shopping"
getting all the ingredient needed for the brewing of "盐菜鸡汤"
consider that as a pre-valentines' day home-cooked soup...
**Loves**


With Love,
Regina



Feb 7, 2010
at 6:01 PM

Please give me a harder pinch,
am i living in fantasticality...

Those beautiful words that came out from you that night...
"05.02.10"
simply melts my heart
and
send me jumping with joy...

It's all about us...
("v")Hearts my LOVE
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I think i killed a zillons of my brain cells...
memorizing all those specification equipments
well...no choice...they're my cash generators...
Being a business development executive for beauty equip ism't as easy...
presentation and demos to salon manageress and bosses...
events and exhibition to attend...

Thanks goodness,
Boss and colleagues are nice,
5 days work week, 9-6pm,
LOVE would send me to work every morning....
and dinner with LOVE everyday after work...
How nice....
What more could i asked for....

and of coz, felt extremely happy for LOVE...
proud of his every achievement (up til now)...
I believe that he would soar even further to new heights...
and stay by his side assisting him (whenever and wherever)

For our future....Jia you worx!!


With Love,
Regina




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